Whoo, so I can still do that, eh?

[ailbhe]

About an hour ago, I had my first flashback for ages, triggered by, ahahahahaha, a description of a flashback. That took me by surprise. Luckily I had an IM client and people willing to talk to me until I was sane again, and then once I could stand up I also had tea and cake (cake! with chocolate on!) and it didn't last very long itself and the subsequent panic-attack comedown was manageable (I have good panic management tools, thanks to my very very practical therapist).

But well, it's interesting that I can still do that, given that I can see the obstetrician twice and not even throw up. I can even remember what he looks like now, which I never could before. Somehow I doubt that he remembers me.

I'll be going to bed when I finish my tea. Sleep well, all y'all.

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[ailbhe]

Well, at least now I know it *can* happen, so I'll be in a better position to take appropriate precautions re: hospital when it comes to crunch time. Perhaps my subconscious thought I was getting complacent (but, you know, in a way it's a compliment to the standard of your writing. And what I'm most afraid of is fear, which is nice and trite).