So part of it is mental health, but part of why I hate myself so much is because I am capable of being really, really crap, through what I have done and what I have failed to do.
Oh love, what you said just there is exactly how I'm feeling about myself atm. I'm very tired of making mistakes with money, overspending and generally fucking up. If it's any comfort you are a lovely person. You have so much happening in your life, with the kids and the house and dealing with health issues, that you end up being really hard on yourself. I hope you can find some peace and relief soon.
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Date: 2012-04-17 08:52 pm (UTC)