Some wonderful things happened today.

[ailbhe]

I'm still s******* - I think it's ten days now, with three days of serious problems? - but good things happened today.

I ate porridge with preserved sweet cherries for breakfast, and shortly afterwards, I felt sleepy. And I went to sleep. I actually felt sleepy. Sleep was nice.

After I woke up, I felt hungry. Not "I felt faint and remembered I hadn't eaten for hours," but I felt hungry, in my tummy.

So I cooked all the bacon in the house - it was about to go out of date - and fried a couple of eggs in the bacon fat (Linnea doesn't eat eggs these days) and heated up some tinned beans. And we had lunch, which I finished off with a couple of clementines. Then I felt tired and sleepy again, and I think I spoke to Rob, and he got someone to come over so that I could sleep.

I didn't actually sleep that time but I got some valuable rest, with Astrid sleeping beside me.

And then I was hungry again.

I've had no panic attacks at all. I've had s******* thoughts, and Rob is going to get rid of the huge pile of paracetamol tablets he has on his bedside table, because uh-uh, no way, and he came home earlyish because he was a bit worried about me, so I also feel a bit more looked-after.

And three friends phoned me, and one got off the phone as soon as she realised I was getting sleep without me having to explain or anything, and one is coming over tomorrow morning, and one came over today. I love my friends.

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[supermouse]

I'm really glad. Not about the thoughts, obviously, but the fact that you seem to be climbing out. *hugs*