The last ten years

[ailbhe]

I actually don't want to go through it. It's all online, anyway, really. But it included some of the best times of my life, and some of the worst by a wide, wide margin, which I think is going some.

I'm looking forward to the next ten years. The next five, even. I enjoyed most of 2009. It was the first time in a long time I wasn't really ill, physically or mentally. I saw a lot of my mother. The children had no instances of major behavioural regression. We went to Sweden by train and ferry.

But 2010 will be better. We'll keep gaining control of our lives. We'll keep doing what's best for us, for our family. We'll learn new things and be kinder to ourselves and each other. And we'll have a new baby.

Last night, at dinnertime, I didn't feel well enough to eat (I was still sick from the stress of having to visit the hospital). Linnea was very worried that if I didn't eat the baby wouldn't be able to grow right.

I ate later. She was very pleased.

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[cyan-blue.livejournal.com]

I like how Linnea is protective of her new sibling!