Nov. 11th, 2003

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Well, this is bad.

Otherly, there's a meme going around...

NOVEMBER:

Has a lot of ideas. Maybe. Sometimes I think I do. Difficult to fathom.How would I know? Lots of people don't understand me, but that's part of the human condition. Ogden Nash had a great poem about it. Thinks forward.Plans paranoiacally, you mean. Unique and brilliant.*preen* Naturally. Extraordinary ideas.Read: insane Sharp thinking.Analytical, anyway. And sometimes malicious. Fine and strong clairvoyance.Huh? Can become good doctors.How would I know? Dynamic in personality.As opposed to static? I hope so. Secretive.Maybe. Only about a tiny number of things. Inquisitive.Yup. Nosy is how I usually put it. Knows how to dig secrets.dig == extract? Yes, and it's not something to be proud of. Always thinking.Who isn't? Less talkative but amiable. Less than who? The Chattering Sisters of St Beryl? If we get one well, I can talk your ears off. If you scare me, I stay schtum. I'm amiable enough, I suppose. Brave and generous.Well, I'm not about to deny it. I deliberately do things that scare me and a friend made a speech at my wedding about how generous I and my spouse are. Patient. Under some circumstances, yes. Stubborn and hard-hearted. Under some circumstances, yes. If there is a will, there is a way. Most of the time. Determined. Yup. Never give up. Yup. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Mmmm. Define provocation. Loves to be alone. Yup. Thinks differently from others. I have been told that I am more unique than most in my thinking patterns. I shoulda bought her a dictionary. Sharp-minded. Haven't we had this one? Motivates oneself. Yup. Does not appreciates praises. Does not believe them, but yup. High-spirited. I have no idea what this means. Well-built and tough. Or this. Deep love and emotions. Definitely. It scares some people, and others find it funny. Romantic. Yup. Uncertain in relationships. Probably. I don't like to admit it to myself, though, and that might be because it's not true. Homely. I like to makes homes. Hardworking. Yup. I work myself sick all too often. High abilities. Yup. This makes it easier to find things to work myself sick on! Trustworthy. I hope so. Honest and keeps secrets. I hope so. Not able to control emotions. I hope not. I think I have some control. Unpredictable.I've been told so, but I don't believe it.

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Sometimes, I just have a lot of love floating around at random. I just sort of Love, undirected. It feels just like when I love someone, only without the specific someone. I'm likely to attach this feeling to any pleasant someones in my vicinity when it happens.

It's a nice feeling; it makes me grin while I walk down the street. It gives me energy. It doesn't need being loved back to maintain it, though it does fade if I get too tired or hungry.

It happens more often now that I'm pregnant. It happens often when the light is clear, rather than foggy.

Some people have been intimidated by the way I just sort of go ahead and love. Some people find the fact that I tell people that I like them, when it's clear I mean in a non-romantic way, either scary or risible. This is only briefly embarrassing, because likingness and love feel so nice that I keep doing them.

Perhaps I'm a freak.

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