Mushy mushy emotional stuff

[ailbhe]

Sometimes, I just have a lot of love floating around at random. I just sort of Love, undirected. It feels just like when I love someone, only without the specific someone. I'm likely to attach this feeling to any pleasant someones in my vicinity when it happens.

It's a nice feeling; it makes me grin while I walk down the street. It gives me energy. It doesn't need being loved back to maintain it, though it does fade if I get too tired or hungry.

It happens more often now that I'm pregnant. It happens often when the light is clear, rather than foggy.

Some people have been intimidated by the way I just sort of go ahead and love. Some people find the fact that I tell people that I like them, when it's clear I mean in a non-romantic way, either scary or risible. This is only briefly embarrassing, because likingness and love feel so nice that I keep doing them.

Perhaps I'm a freak.