Apparently I'm not as well as I thought
Feb. 9th, 2011 08:07 pmClues:
- Constant fatigue.
- Not having the energy for a shower in the evenings (I can't shower unless Rob is here because of Astrid's particular stage of development; there isn't anywhere safe to put her, though I'm going to figure something out with the new highchair soon). I actually went a week between showers. I am still brushing my teeth, washing face and doing hair, though. But even so, yuck.
- Being too apathetic to eat.
- Being very tense and only realising when my jaw aches or my leg jiggles or something.
Another clue: the other day I did something very odd, for me; I ate nothing until Rob gave us dinner, then I overate at dinner until I was uncomfortable, and later, although I felt full, I ate a pack of biscuits. It's not unusual for me to eat a pack of biscuits when I am hungry, but I was already full. I wasn't happy about that.
I'm going to list my way out of it. To do lists, morning routine lists, checklists ahoy. And I'm going to buy lunch out if I'm too tired to make a proper lunch, even if I have to go slightly overdrawn on my spending money. Definitely.
- Constant fatigue.
- Not having the energy for a shower in the evenings (I can't shower unless Rob is here because of Astrid's particular stage of development; there isn't anywhere safe to put her, though I'm going to figure something out with the new highchair soon). I actually went a week between showers. I am still brushing my teeth, washing face and doing hair, though. But even so, yuck.
- Being too apathetic to eat.
- Being very tense and only realising when my jaw aches or my leg jiggles or something.
Another clue: the other day I did something very odd, for me; I ate nothing until Rob gave us dinner, then I overate at dinner until I was uncomfortable, and later, although I felt full, I ate a pack of biscuits. It's not unusual for me to eat a pack of biscuits when I am hungry, but I was already full. I wasn't happy about that.
I'm going to list my way out of it. To do lists, morning routine lists, checklists ahoy. And I'm going to buy lunch out if I'm too tired to make a proper lunch, even if I have to go slightly overdrawn on my spending money. Definitely.