ailbhe | The voices in my head (Reply)

They've gone all quiet and embarrassed.

We've had the invoice for my medical notes; it's just over 20 quid, so I wrote the cheque and can post it tomorrow. When it comes back I will ask my midwife to come and see me. I trust her. I want her to help me go through the notes.

I'm going to see if I can find someone to keep Linnea out of our hair while we do that, too. I love Linnea but I need to think clearly and calmly about the notes, and about the decisions I make as a result of reading them. I won't have much time with someone who understands the whole thing.

The only thing that arose in my midwife appointment yesterday is that I have a slight UTI, but with the vaginal vestibulitis we expected that. It's likely to wax and wane until after the birth.

At least pregnancy itself isn't causing any problems. I like being pregnant. It's not as easy this time as last time, but I like it. I'm grateful for that.