I seem to have lost myself somehow

[ailbhe]

I don't read any more - and don't write - and I don't even make poems, I haven't since all that nastiness in the Loos years ago. I have painted a little for the last two days, so that's something.

It's all part and parcel of being so exhausted and feeble all the time. But I don't really know myself.

I was reading http://pomes.dreamwidth.org/ today, and reached http://pomes.dreamwidth.org/46338.html and realised I MISS it. I'm not sure how to restart though.

Comments

[sfred]

*sympathy*
Disposable suggestion:
A haiku a day for a few days?

[serene]

I could offer suggestions if wanted, but mainly I just want to say I hear and love you.

[birke]

I don't know what your dreams are like, but mine are often nice to jot down as future inspiration/present weirdness.

[snorkel-maiden.livejournal.com]

I feel this sometimes, and I don't have half the challenges that you do. No advice but lots of sympathy.

[biascut.livejournal.com]

Write me a poem about Edie? Also known as Edie-pops and Edie-puss Rex, if those are easier rhymes,

Could you have a poem writing session with the girls?

[1ngi.livejournal.com]

Have you got a lovely note book you've not used yet. And a yummy pen. Have it by your side and drop down little ideas even if you don't have the energy for a full peom.

*all the empathy*

(I tried doodling over some printing experiments but even that made me tired the other day. Had to put it down after 10 mins. But I did get an idea in that 10 mins)