PTSD

So I went to the psychologist and yay hurray you know all the stuff I've been learning to deal with and cope with and not focus on for the past three years? Yup, that. We didn't today, but from the next session, we need to ensure that we have a session at least once a week, and, well, focus on it, dredge it up bring it to the fore, relive it, all that good stuff.

You have no idea how much I want to opt out of my life right now. I want to find some other life and live that instead, only with my girls.

Yes, yes, I know. But I want an easy way out.

And I'd like to stop losing weight again. 10 stone in early January, 8 stone in mid January, 10 stone at the end of February, now 9 stone. What's going on, please?