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Sometimes, I am absolutely terrified that one of the children is dead in her bed. It's quite hard to go and check, sometimes, in case I'm right.
(This hasn't happened today, but I wanted to state it, somewhere. Presumably it's one of those fears that either goes away or not. I desperately want my all children to outlive me, though I know plenty of people who have survived the death of a child and logically know my own life would go on, somehow.)
(This hasn't happened today, but I wanted to state it, somewhere. Presumably it's one of those fears that either goes away or not. I desperately want my all children to outlive me, though I know plenty of people who have survived the death of a child and logically know my own life would go on, somehow.)