You can add me to the list of People Who Are Glad Ailbhe And Her Children Are Alive.
I didn't nearly die, but for the first time in my life I nearly thought about it, which is scary enough. I didn't have the take-him-with-me thing, either - it was more "I'm so rotten and awful and harmful that it'd be better for him and everyone else if I weren't here". (It didn't really take hold until he was well into his first year, which I think made a difference.)
I'm also delighted to hear that life in the outernet is making you happy. Me, I can see light at the end of the tunnel (or is that a birth canal?). Any time you fancy catching up by phone or keyboard, I'd love to.
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I didn't nearly die, but for the first time in my life I nearly thought about it, which is scary enough. I didn't have the take-him-with-me thing, either - it was more "I'm so rotten and awful and harmful that it'd be better for him and everyone else if I weren't here". (It didn't really take hold until he was well into his first year, which I think made a difference.)
I'm also delighted to hear that life in the outernet is making you happy. Me, I can see light at the end of the tunnel (or is that a birth canal?). Any time you fancy catching up by phone or keyboard, I'd love to.