I've been both suicidal and infanticidal, but fortunately for all concerned, not at the same time. In the latter case, my logical faculties weren't working, so I couldn't make the connection between "pillow will stop crying" and "dead". Somehow, I managed to stop just in time.

I'm glad we're both still here, and that our children are, too. And I wish this subject were less taboo, so that people might be better prepared for it.